A Footballer's Heart is His Pitch

Football Rox!
Glory, Glory Man Utd ;)
Navigate by clicking the pics on ur right pls. Thx =)
Hope U Have A Good Tym
Musa.23
Cursor by www.Soup-Faerie.Com
The Footballer
Musa
21
NUS Enigineering
Gemini
The Love
->Footy
->Manchester United
->Hockey
->Fooood
11:48 PM
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Why does it alwayz have to happen? Cant a day go by where theres none of these thing to be looked upon and thought upon. Is it my problem? Is it their problem? Its as if im doing something wrong, where as when they do that its completely fine. Its as if i treat them completely differently to everyone else.
Wait a minute. Why should they even care ah? Its my life, I live it the way i want to, I mingle with the people i want to, i talk to the people i want. Its my choice, isnt it? If i say this am i arrogant? Self centered? Isnt it my choice kan? Fuck lahhh.
Didnt i already leave ur sorry little lives? Am i even bothering to talk to any of them? Do i even want to?
Its as if im this leech that thats just sticks and sucks all that needs to be sucked. Two faced idiots, whatever, so im alwayz the bad guy right, yeah, just let it be, just say it to my face next time.
I know, ive gone through all that crap and im still here. Mayb i need to be more ruthless ah? Just be a really bad, sad and bitter person. So at least then, then i'd deserve the stuff.
Yeah, keep judging me. Judge me everytime i do something, judge me everytime i say sumthing, judge me. Who cares if its right or wrong ah? As long as you get our word in right? And owh yeah, u cant be too old to be childish ah. Yeah, go figure.
Im tired of layan-ing all this crap, all the time. Haiz. Its annoying. It spoils the day. Just let it go.
Im writing this coz i wanna let it all out. I dont wanna carry it inside me, so i wont hate, or be angry, or feel bitter about it nanti. We have to understand that theres a world out there, we're just minute specs in it. Sigh. Im tired. I do have my limits. Just dont push me.
Ps: Im blessed to have them in my life =) So one bad word against any one of them.... just dont.
Im sooo not doing this again. Bye.
---------------------------------